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Tuesday, March 13

never stop loving you !

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wannn kli ny entry utk wan lgi..tak tau la bpa bnyk entry yg dh ada ttg wan dlm blog ny nana rsa dh bnyk.. everything psal wan nana cita dlm ny..sorry ehh..sbb nana tada spa2 utk cta apa yg nana rasa dkt wan.sorry sesngt.first wan send chat kt nana ritu.nana tak pnah trfikir yg i'll be fall in love with you..start dri situ..kita slalu text..n blh dikatakn every night kita caling2 kn..dri situ jga la nana start jtuh hati kt wan..wan lain dri yg lain..smua ciri2 lelaki idaman nana ada kt wan..wan tak smoking ! pndai bt lawak.mcm2 lgi..tpi sblum hri jdi wan bln 12 ritu..kita lost contact...wktu tu hnya tuhan ja yg tau btapa rndunya nana kt wan ! dsbbkn rndu tu .every night i'm crying ! i don't know why !..lpas dri tu msuk je thun bru kta still tak contact kn?.lpas nana msok asrama.nana cita dkt kwn nana (nabila) . dia la yg bgi smngt kt nana soh col wan..actually nana tkot nk col wan..tkot wan tak jwb lgi..but.bila nana col..first word nana dgr is "HELLO"..nana tak tau nk ckp cena ! happy sesngt time tuu ! hilang sgala rndu ! lpas dri tu..everynight nana slalu col wan..sbb nana tada spa2 nk col..just mama n wan ja..smpai kwn2 dorm ckp nana ny cple dgn wan..walhal tak pon kn..kita kwn je kn..bgi wan kita kwn..bgi nana..you are my boyfriend ! you the best person i ever knew !. lpas kta dh rapat..tba2 one day tu..bila nana col wan..mmbr wan yg jwb..nana tak kesah klu mmbr wan yg jwb..klu dia ckp bebaik tapa..ny tak dia marah nana ! nana trkejut wan !! trkejut bila dia ckp "sat g col lain!! dia tngah keja ! tak faham ka bodoh !..serius skit hti time tu ! mna taknya wan tak pnah pon ckp centu kt nana !stiap kli nana col wan even wktu wan keja.wan still blh ckp bebaik dgn nana. tba2 mmbr wan ckp cntu ! trkjut doe ! errrrr!tapa la,just forget it !ermm..wan prasan tak sjak kjadian tu..nana dh jrang col wan..bkn nana tanak col..nana tkot..nana dh tanak gnggu wan kja..klu nana col pon kta ckp tak smpai 2 mnit..tau sbb apa? sbb tanak gnggu wan la..w'pn nana jrg col wan mcm nana pnah bt dlu..prasaan nana dkt wan tak pnah hilang ! w'pn nana ada BF tpi nana tak syg bf nana mcm nana syg wan..nana cple pon 5 hri ja..tba2 laki tu mnta ptus..its ok..nana tak kesah sbb nana ada wan..(sorry sbb syok sndiri) .harap wan tak kesah..wann..sbnrnya nana suka dkt wan..nana syg wann sesngt ! tpi kn nana tkot nk g tau wan..tkot nk dgr jpn dri wan ! skrg ny nana rasa skit ! Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintaimu , tetapi lebih menyakitkan adalah mencintai seseorang dan kamu tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk menyatakan cintamu kepadanya:(..mcm tu la nana rasa..every single day i'm waiting for your text..chat.call..but i know it won't happened ! kdg2 nana rsa bodoh..tau knapa? ye la sbb brharap pda yg tak sudi ! tak tau cena nk bgi hilang prasaan tu ! susah sgt nk hlang ! haaaa ! wan bt ubt ehh kt nana?.heheh ! ehhh..tak baik kn buruk sngka dkt org ! wan...dh bnyk bnda nana cita psal wan..trmasuk la bnda yg nana nk luah kt wan tpi smpai skrg tak rluah pon lgi..dlm ny ja blh nana luahkn..tak tau la bla wan aakn bca smua ny kn..klu wan bca,alhamdulillah la.at least wan tau apa yg nana rasa..tpi klu wan tak baca..jwbnya smpai kesudah la wan tak tau apa yg nana harap dri wan...nana slalu brdoa yg wan akan bca smua yg nana tulis ttg diri wan ny satu hari nnti..tak kesah la bila pon...tpi nana harap lpas baca ny wan akn ada prasan yg sma mcm nana ! harap sgt2..cukp smpai sini entry ttg wan kli ny..ny pon dh cukup pnjg nana rasa..klu tak cukup..nnti nana tulis lgi ehh..bye2 wan ! muaah kiri kanan !:)

 Maybe you're not the guy I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. But i know i wouldn't mind if i did. I know i love you in some way. Maybe you aren't going to mean this much to me for forever, but you mean this much to me now. And i never want to loose that feeling i get when i see your name pop up on my phone, or when i hear you say my name. ever.




terima kasih sudi baca entry nana!like kalau suka!

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